At thirty-eight, I was learning how to breathe again in a world that no longer had Daniel in it. It felt strange to even think that sentence, because for eleven years, Daniel had been part of every breath I took. We didn’t live a flashy life. There were no grand gestures or dramatic stories people would tell at dinner parties. But our life was steady, warm, and full of meaning because we shared it. The little moments were everything. Morning coffee with far too much sugar because Daniel liked it

For seven years, my life was filled with silence. No answers. No clues. Just the heavy, painful question that never left my heart: What happened to my daughter?Then one ordinary day, in a crowded coffee shop far from home, I saw a bracelet that stopped me cold and changed everything. I was 45 years old when Christmas stopped feeling like something joyful. From that moment on, Christmas became something I simply endured. Something I survived. Before that, I loved everything about the season.I loved the way snow softened the world